Timing is everything

They say that "absence makes the heart grow fonder". Missing someone is missing their presence, maybe not all the time but certain things happen and that's when it hits you. You can't hide it anymore, you miss them! Or you're missing someone terribly, everything you do, you do it with a heartache. You can't hide it anymore, you miss them! Seeing them after some time, the way you felt before isn't the same; you start noticing little changes that makes that person become a stranger. Just an every day walker, with no purpose or significance. All you have left is a blurry memory of how they used to act. Is timing really everything?

Today while I was making my way to school, my mom walked to the bus stop with me. I didn't know how much it meant to me, until I got on that bus and saw her there, waving with a huge smile on her face. I won't lie, I did cry on my way to school. It hurt me to see my mom get smaller and smaller, I missed my mom terribly. I prayed to Our Heavenly Father, I asked please keep her safe, I added keep my father safe, I continued keep my older siblings safe. I came home, I waited for my mom to knock my room door, I gave her a HUGE hug. I let her know I missed her, she told me "it's because you love me". Now, I don't know why I missed her so much. Point is I love my mother, without her I wouldn't be here. I am my mother's daughter, I want to make her proud. I am the representation of my parents every where I go; that is something I won't hide nor deny.
To me timing is everything. Like my mother always tells me, "Don't tell me you don't have time, only the dead say that." I know that if I need consolation, I will always have my mothers hugs to let me know it's okay. I know that if I need protection, I will always have my fathers arms to run to. If I ever need a strong based foundation to hold on to, I always will have my family. I know we won't live forever, but with them I know I could dream, cry, fail, and fall in love. In this story timing is my only enemy.

Is timing really everything? Me and my sister are always talking about, how if you spend enough time with each other, you will grow to love them. Is it fate or destiny? I can't say but the one thing I do know, is that you make your own future, your actions today bring consequences to you later on in life. When it comes to life, love, and health; you're your future's keeper. You decide!
So I dare you to not only to figure out what your purpose in life is, but to set the standards of living. I dare you to breathe new air; find the land, the love, and the answers to all your questions.
In this case, "I wonder" won't be a question filled with what ifs, but a motivation to become someone to be proud of.  Missing you is my reality check to continue to love, to try to fall in love with many things possible, but to be honest and truthful to the only one you do matter to: Yourself, your parents, and God.

If faith could move mountains. Imagine what you could do! If absence makes the heart grow fonder, then make that your motivation to become someone who will be significant in the world.

Be brave, you could conquer the world. 

Missing someone or something is just a reality check of how much they/it means to you. 

Don't be afraid fall in love. At the end of the day that's all that matters. 

Timing is everything. Become the guardian of your dreams.  

DO IT BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.