Even on my worst nights.

I know there may be times when we feel like everything is going wrong. We don't have the mind to look at the big picture, we just make decisions without thinking. I am one who much rather runaway and hide and write it out. But, there are some where it doesn't really matter they just stick to everything is wrong, it can't be done right again, why am I so stupid. But lets be real we are selfish all we care about it feeling good. I was reading this book, in which it stated that all animals go towards pleasure and if it isn't pleasure it isn't real.
As a latter day saint I know that, that temptations will come and I will have to be strong to say no. I have to always try my best to be my very best. I must endure to the end. It's a challenge but I think about all the blessings that Heavenly Father has given me, when I don't deserve it and when I do. Even in my worst nights I know that I'm not alone. Although it's hard to believe when you can't see it, but I could feel that its real.
When my doubts start rushing in I remember that it's so much easier not to do the right thing, but it is a lot harder to do the right. I am human I do make mistakes, we sin everyday, that's why its important to have constant communication with Our Heavenly Father.  I know that at times we cannot fold our arms put our head down or kneel down, we remember to stay humble.